Our Last Taste Of Sunlight

Can you taste the sunlight darling, It takes your breath away
Don’t you ever truly wonder what makes your mind insane, Thing’s are moving fast my palm’s are all sweaty, Your glowing smile is making my breathing rather heavy, You take my breath away with but a single wink, No matter how hard I try it really makes me think, What interests her and why does she stay, These thoughts of mine are pushing me away, Where did your smile go I would really like to know, The feelings resting deep inside are taking such a toll, I want to smile at you I want to see it like that day, The time before I was a coward and simply ran the other way, If I could take back the moments and change my whole perspective, You knew me inside out it really changed my life, But once again I slipped right into a jagged knife

Like a cookie

This crisp hell I bit it like a cookie, This silence this awkwardness it really hurts, This anger inside me rages under this shirt, So much pain and self hatred rests in my veins, So much chemical thoughts poisoning my brain, I wish to run away be alone choking on this pain, I want to disappear within the noise of rain, My kindness always abused my heart is sinking, It makes my mind wander it really gets me thinking, What if I threw it away what if I broke loose and stopped caring, Would that be the only time you would actually listen to the word’s that i am sharing

Falling

Falling

The vast rain is falling all around me,The quiet echo’s of the crickets in the tree’s, Silence breaks the winds gale dead, Nothing has ever felt so peaceful and calm, The wind came back it did not last long, Help me understand one thing, Why when your falling does it feel you will sink, You reach out your arm’s but there is nothing to grasp, Reliving painful memories buried in your past, Grasping the dark curtains that portray it all, A wandering doom the gleam in your eyes, That final kiss of air as you bid this world goodbye, Was it worth it can you see clearly now, you were never alone but you had hidden yourself, I would reach out but you wouldn’t respond, Our happiness it didn’t last long.

Long time stranger

Dear, Stranger

So hey I was thinking it’s kind of cold out there. Why won’t you just come inside? It must be that sentimental pride of yours. Do you think we could ever be friends again? Those days we used to sit and watch the waves crash those were the happiest moments of my life. I’m sorry I lost my way. My mind travelled I didn’t mean to leave you there. I panicked! I always thought about going back to that place for you. But I had to get another job before I could. I wanted to be stable but along the way. I left behind one of the single most important thing’s to me. The cute girl who’s smile alone made my legs shake. Or how about our awkward and fun times? Most of all I miss the times when we were alone. When you were yourself not the mask you wear. We all wear masks though. Some visible and some not so much. But hey I want you to remember something. This is rather important but I love you! Even though we separated that doesn’t mean your not in my thoughts. Actually quite the opposite I really miss you. I know in your eyes I’m just the jerk that vanished. But you never did tell me how you feel. Maybe someday we will meet again. When that happens will you hate me? I hope not cause im still waiting for that hug!
Creed

Can I Reach The Stars

I try to reach the stars but no matter how hard I try
Choking up consistently failing all the time
Never failing to reach out a hand helping to those in need
Would anyone show me the same kindness
Would anyone jump at the chance
Sitting here writing this piece we have done our dance
I reach toward the skies gripping at the stars
Buried beneath the pressuring weight I never make it that far
Drowning beneath the waves staring at the bright harvest moon
My mind travels far embracing such doom
But I keep reaching that’s all I can do
Maybe I will make it maybe someday soon

The Color Crimson

The colour crimson the shape of my tears The anxiety inside me makes me want to disappear
Choking down these feelings this hurt and anger
My mind body and soul may very well be in danger
This fleeting timeline the crisis inside me My clouded eyes drowning in misery Cloaked in a veil masked by a smile my sadness knows no bounds
The gates of hell getting closer I can hear the demons howl
But not all is lost or in vain sacrificing my time to help others succeed
The depths of my heart cannot be free I Hide it all away in jokes and gags
But my feelings aren’t so good shrouded in disarray

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