Like a cookie

This crisp hell I bit it like a cookie, This silence this awkwardness it really hurts, This anger inside me rages under this shirt, So much pain and self hatred rests in my veins, So much chemical thoughts poisoning my brain, I wish to run away be alone choking on this pain, I want to disappear within the noise of rain, My kindness always abused my heart is sinking, It makes my mind wander it really gets me thinking, What if I threw it away what if I broke loose and stopped caring, Would that be the only time you would actually listen to the word’s that i am sharing