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Winter’s Embrace
Winter is coming the cold embrace
I whisper softly my life it fades.
The snow melting in the sun yet the world looks gray.
The pain I feel the torture I can’t escape.
My body feels so numb and yet it’s on fire.
I feel like i’m drowning in my lost desire .
Shivering breathing in frozen air as my blood turns to ice.
I am nothing a snowflake buried beneath the others.
My tears are frozen the disappearing sunder.
Why can’t I be happy what makes me this way.
Running from the path I know i should take.
I want to scream save me but my breath cannot escape.
Frozen behind glaciers perhaps it’s too late.
I have felt a taste of happiness but I fear it’s but a dream.
I found someone that warms my heart and saves me from myself.
But i’m not good enough I belong pushed off on a shelf.
So ill lay here in the snow thinking of the heat.
Hopefully maybe someday we will eventually meet.
Your Smile
Here I stand dancing with myself and with my soul
A boundless moment not even the stars could see
Grasping at straws as the story goes
Reaching out lost without a hope
Dancing with myself I miss your smile
I cannot contain it the fleeting pain of loving you in a world brisk to the touch
My fingers freeze my mind blank is this love
Sometimes I wonder what this really means
Was it making me happy or drowning me in misery
Why does it feel like this who decided this was okay
Did you lose a few brain cells along the way
This feeling it hurts and it doesn’t seem to sway
The feeling of companionship and the heat it burns
I grew to avoid it but at last I have learned
My Dearest Weirdo
To my dearest weirdo...
i miss the way you smiled and how it made me feel
i hate that iv'e lost you but what else could i do..
im losing hope i haven't felt the same!
N is the letter that starts in our last names..
The sun rays hit you it beamed into my eyes,
Your very soul has this poor man paralyzed,
Sometimes i sit and i wonder at night
What thoughts cross your mind
I wish they were thoughts of me but im at a loss
Im A Shade
I walk through this hall empty and alone nothing but my shade,
yes that one it brought me all this pain,
I wish it would end but it follows dragging me down into my misery ,
How can I change how do I survive so I form a shell hard as stone an unbreakable ice,
As I sit here and wonder what’s missing in my life it sound’s kind of bad that I think this out loud but at least my feelings are safe and sound,
I have no idea why but something is missing I feel it in my stomach a sharp painful twisting,
Why does it hurt I have this shell its like something burning inside lost but not found,
Is it love or the flu this pain it tortures me I have not a clue,
I ask myself why live with this pain when all I want is for it to go away
So I cry to myself each and every way.
Can I Reach The Stars
I try to reach the stars but no matter how hard I try
Choking up consistently failing all the time
Never failing to reach out a hand helping to those in need
Would anyone show me the same kindness
Would anyone jump at the chance
Sitting here writing this piece we have done our dance
I reach toward the skies gripping at the stars
Buried beneath the pressuring weight I never make it that far
Drowning beneath the waves staring at the bright harvest moon
My mind travels far embracing such doom
But I keep reaching that’s all I can do
Maybe I will make it maybe someday soon
Rolling Over
Woke up one day yeah I dropped out of school
The next time yeah I was chilling thinking it was cool
I was going through some emotional hits
This world said hey buddy go kicks some bricks
I feel so cold I’m all alone
This world’s got its foot on my throat
I feel quite insane yeah there’s acid in my vocals
My life its spinning down the drain
I don’t want it I just want to be free
I’m tired of this this twisted world choking on me
Don’t you get it don’t you wonder what you see
It doesn’t matter really what you would want to be
This world is controlled by the big man
Everybody changes according to his plan
Now I see clearly
What is in store for me
Nothing for a guy like me
We end up washed up to shore short of reach
Were laying on the blood soaked beach
Bullet in our heads bodies in this sand
Cement wrapped around our ankles like Christmas hams
Uhmmm Opps
I forgot to do something important introductions are in order, Real sorry about that it might be a disorder, So what is it you want to know, What answers do you seek, Hello friend my name is Creed. I like writing,singing,photography,Art, Video Games, Anime, Music and Food,once again I digress,it’s nice to meet you.
This crisp hell I bit it like a cookie, This silence this awkwardness it really hurts, This anger inside me rages under this shirt, So much pain and self hatred rests in my veins, So much chemical thoughts poisoning my brain, I wish to run away be alone choking on this pain, I want to disappear within the noise of rain, My kindness always abused my heart is sinking, It makes my mind wander it really gets me thinking, What if I threw it away what if I broke loose and stopped caring, Would that be the only time you would actually listen
Falling
The vast rain is falling all around me,The quiet echo’s of the crickets in the tree’s, Silence breaks the winds gale dead, Nothing has ever felt so peaceful and calm, The wind came back it did not last long, Help me understand one thing, Why when your falling does it feel you will sink, You reach out your arm’s but there is nothing to grasp, Reliving painful memories buried in your past, Grasping the dark curtains that portray it all, A wandering doom the gleam in your eyes, That final kiss of air as you bid this world goodbye, Was it worth it can you see clearly now, you were never alone but you had hidden yourself, I would reach out but you wouldn’t respond, Our happiness it didn’t last long
My Mistake
How do I keep making these mistake's, Falling for someone that lack's a face, Falling for ghost's is what I do, Sorry should I clarify you seem confused, This is how it goes don’t try this at home, Fall for someone across the world, Someone separated by tire's and road, These feeling's often unexplained I haven’t a clue, But for some reason I find myself falling in love with you, I know not your real name but that doesn’t matter, the conversation's we had made my heart shatter, It may be a fairy tail when I’m talking to you, The distance is painful it turn’s my face blue, why do I do this to myself am I really okay, That’s something that I don’t know it can’t be explained, I can’t stop it doesn’t work that way, you can judge all you want my mind won’t sway, so I guess the thing I want to say most, I love you darling meet me along the coast
A New Destiny
Nightfall approaches the trail’s gone cold,Searching for something that we will never find,Chasing down these memories along the road, Wasting precious time, Lead on and follow your path through, It’s a long road ahead,Take a leap of faith and discover the past that serrated edge,The past will haunt you,it will take away your dreams,Destroy the past and forge a new destiny,A fate controlled by one sound of mind,A glorious life the past it rest’s,One final push and one final test
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