Creed's Poetry

This Hatred

I hate what you have done to me my heart filled with so much hate, Left in the past rifled with pain and sadness not a single soul really cares you broke a part of me i tried to fix i hope you walk under a scaffold and get your head caved in by bricks you dont deserve this life you claim your a piece of trash your worthless ideals and a personality as transparent as glass now i sit here buried in scars living my life hoping you get hit by a car eat your heart out and disappear from my mind you dont mean a damn thing this riddle has become clear i have no use for people or their lies i have no more tears they faded with the passing time i have become so strong now i feel nothing your the cause your the reason i hope you understand i mean you no ill will but i wish you were buried beneath the sand

Vivid Thoughts Of A Mistaken Love

Thoughts are eating me from the inside out, I Want to take the risk but I have my doupt’s, What kind of world do we live in how bad would I be judged, In my perspective these thoughts sound kind of fun, My mind all timid my heart is awake, Should I ask them out on a first date, Probably not it’s a bad idea what do I do, I’m having difficulties not picking one but two, an out there idea of broken logic, my mind warps and spins like a raging comet, maybe i should jump in, You never truly know when your journey begins, But will the past forgive me for my mountain of sin’s

I Hate Depression

I hate depression it makes me feel so weak, I hate depression i find it hard to sleep,My mind get’s so hazy i can barely hold my fork to eat, How many times have i slipped away, Counting all the time and vanishing like a shade,this world rejects me for that I understand, How many times has it been caught in this lie, I know im a good person but that changes nothing, Lost within my mind I feel so unconcious, I try to be happy but its just not in it for me, Blood drips from my eyes crying in agony, Bonds are broken and treated like dirt, Feeling rising up thats why I feel this hurt, I really should just toss it away, Live like everyone else in this madness parade, But I can’t be like that no matter how hard I try, So I will keep feeling this pain till the day that I die

What Is This Current

What is the current and where does it flow, Secrets of the sea only a true tide shall know, In a world drifting between chaos and hate, Drifting in this madness a finger ready to blame, It’s not as bad as it seems just open your eye’s, finding that paradox hidden inbetween the lines, Consentrating our fears as well as our just desires, Ultimately this world is a burning spire, Feeding off the negativity is how we push through, We all act superior without a solid clue, How many times have I said it just look away, Savagely ironic in this misty grave, A world tilted on bitter regrets soon the tide will come and soon as well the end

True Lonliness

Do you know what true lonliness is? How many times have you gone away, Remnant’s of my past and the friendship’s that fade, Everything rolled silently and faded into black, A growing darkness the piece of your soul you lost, No matter who you surround yourself with no matter how much time you spend, You sit empty and alone my helpless friend, Your mind becomes warped as you push other’s away, Doing so only because it makes you feel safe, Allowing nobody the chance to tear you down nothing the chance to hurt, Your head beneath the sand your thoughts buried in the dirt, Nothing makes clear sense so you keep traveling alone, Even surrounded by people you still feel so very much alone, Grasping at air that you cannot breath, Your chest all heavy with this anxiety, How do you know for sure and when will you feel it, In this world you never realize it, Your true ideal’s the reason you stay yourself, blocking it all out and talking to yourself.

Return

I return to this place once more it feel’s like it’s been year’s, I’m sorry about the moment I did not wish to disappear, Sometimes you need to take time for yourself, Sometimes you travel looking for some help, that’s not who I am it’s not what I want to be, So I travel alone escaping this daunting misery, I draw out my anger and all this self regret, pushing everyone away is why I have no friend’s, It’s better this way at least i will always know, Im not hurting anyone but myself for I am alone, I will come by every now and than try to cheer you along until the end, I’m a person who cares not about themselves, Scattered are my word’s watching from the shelf, Sidlining myself is my safest bet but dont take it personally, your a great person but that is not for me, So I keep slipping in this tainted misery

Savage

Did you miss me I guess not, Tripping within my subconcious i’m feeling so lost, you caught me in a moment something so erotic, caught me in this moment is that not ironic , Everything is different now i have lost so much will, How do I keep writing how do I get my thrills, I find myself bending helping others without looking out for me, How savagely ironic my twisted destiny

Do You Care

The light between the stars the sun reaches my back, I see the halo you used to wear but now it is a myth, Reaching toward the past such a feeling would it be called bliss, Harmony and scars a balance that confuses, Hallowed singing from the list of several muses, I love all people but they do not feel the same, They can say they do but that is a shallow claim, Worry not for i’m not one to judge, We’re all different so might as well have fun, Caring for people is not easy, If it was the world we know it would be extasy

Wishes And Our Journey

Whispers and wishes what journey awaits, Sleeping giants and a world ready to break, A fallen memory and a sinful regret, Tabled by our fate and the stage is set, What shall we see this time a tragic love story or a mysterious plot twist, The things I wonder when my mind is sick, Caring for others is all I was taught, How tragic it would be to fall in love or getting caught, Slipping through the cracks of history is what’s left for people like me, Havent you accepted it yet your own destiny, We can praddle along thinking we can make a change, This toxic ideal is the reason to blame, If changing thing’s is what we really need, Than how is it everyone that tries dies in misery

Slipping

Roses are red thus marks the end, Slipping within the noose I lost my friends, turning back time could be kind of fun, but alas it’s not possible it cannot be done, The world we know it is bitter and cold, Constantly struggling to find a roof to call home, A distant loneliness is all that will comfort me, drowning within the simple tides of history, People can be cruel what else do you expect, Flowing freely and you know the rest, Don’t be like me running from the scars, It takes some time to realize it but it doesnt get you far, Self sacrifice is all I really know, All im saying my friend is your truly not alone